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I try to keep this blog positive…but I also try to keep it authentic. And in the spirit of full disclosure, I am very much wishing for one big “do-over” right now. My life at age 55 is not where I thought it would be, and certainly not where I would like.
I never imagined that my career would have taken such an abrupt turn. But companies get bought and sold, and jobs get eliminated. It happens all the time. It is called Progress.
In the past couple of months, two friends died sudden, unexpected deaths. Earthly goodbyes are never easy, but when a death comes so far out of the blue, wrapping our heads around such loss is far more difficult. There’s no time to prepare, no understanding why, and way more questions than answers. God is good, and His plans are perfect. I believe this with my whole being. But trusting God does not mean an absence of pain. Right now, it hurts.
I am grateful that He is with me in my pain. Even Jesus cried. He never promised me that there would not be hard times; He promised me that I would not be alone in them.